Y'know, my mom is mad I decided to spend Christmas with my baby girl Amanda.
Too bad she doesn't know one reason I want to is because of her!
Every year, she ALWAYS has to cause a fight on Christmas. She just has to. We can never have a good holiday with her. And quite frankly, I'm sick of it. And you know what? I'm sick of her. I'm sick of her insulting me, pissing me off, not believing me, yelling at me for no reason, and just... sick of her period! I thought be gone so much she changed, be happy to have me around. But no, she's no different. It took 4, FOUR days before she started yelling at me and fighting with me. I REGRET coming home. I try to be nice to these people and it bites me in the ass because they don't care. I'm sick of anything, ANYTHING I do never gets a thank you. I get yelled at for everything, she makes me feel like I can't do ANYTHING right. And today, nothing to eat, we goto McDonalds. I find out she didn't buy me anything to eat at the store. I mean what the fuck, do I not matter? Did she ever think I'd be hungry when I got home from bowling? Jesus. Good to know I'm SO thought of.

I really can't wait till I move out. Maybe than she'll regret being such a BITCH to me and will change. But I'm not betting my money on it. I doubt she'll ever change, like my father NEVER did. 3 weeks till I fly back to Delaware, less than 5 months before I'm 18. I can't wait.

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Current Music: Atreyu - This Flesh A Tomb

Right, so after no long update I will update.

I got home about 4-5 hours ago from my weekend staying with my honey and the ever so lovely Amanda-chan/tokoanrui.

Amazing

That's the only word I can think of to use, and I'm not even sure if that word is big or great enough.

Friday we left, I hardly slept that night. I was SO impatient. Impatient + 7 hour drive = bad. So, we got there at like 6:30-7:00 pm, I honestly don't remember. Amanda and her lil bro was waiting for us so we could find the house, big hug as soon as I stepped out of the car.

From there everything was like... magic. I met her family, and we took my bags upstairs and layed on the bed talking and getting use to each other, which wasn't very hard for me somehow. x3

So than we went out for dinner, which was nice even though I hardly ate anything. That night when we come home I talk to her mommy and tell her how I feel about Amanda and other stuff, and ask if I may have permission to date Amanda. I got a yes. <3 God I was so nervous about that, so much I felt sick my stomach the closer we got to the house.

So next day is Six Flags, hardly any sleep than either. xD So in the morning I think it was, no... Friday night I gave her first kiss before we went to bed. So we get up, get ready, all that stuff. Whole way there we're holding hands, arms behind each other, ect. Get out when we arrive, and about 10-15 minutes there I finally just put my arm around her and hold her hand. As the day went on I cared less, got less nervous. I was holding her and clinging to her all day. x3; Which was great. We ended up like that till we got home at like 11-12ish.

While we were there, we rode Kingdra Ka, or however it's name is. Wow, I was scared and it was... interesting. The quick launch surprised me, but I loved it. <3 So mostly me and her rode all the coasters in the park except like 3 or 4. I started to call her little 12 yr old brother lil bro, and now he calls me big brother. n.n

Ah, best part! I got her gifts, for her birthday AND our 1 month anniversary. <3 I got a custom shirt made that has two dolphins cuddling together and it says "P.J & Amanda" and I got a keychain made that has two purple hearts with "P.J & Amanda" on it also. I bought her a medium size tiger plushie and this glass tiger face carved into it 'cause she showed it to me earlier. I also gave her my "Got Blood?" t-shirt, an armband that says "I Have Issues", and gave her one of my necklaces. I also made her something, I took red string and made a Red String of Fate for us, I thought it'd be very romantic. It's to make ours visible. Oh! I also was looking at Six Flags and this store had rings so I was looking and they had ones with letters on them so I found a P and an A and put mine on and it fit, on my right ring finger btw. ^.~ And put the P on Amanda's left ring finger and it fit perfectly too. Creepy or what? Nah, destiny. <3 I haven't took mine off yet, and I never will.

So Saturday OWNED. Sunday was her birthday, gave her presents which she loved. Mommy talked to Mark/Amanda's step dad, he okayed us dating so we didn't have to hide around him. n.n So that day they got the pool up. Me, Amanda, and lil bro Tyler went swimming which was fun, lots. Mom-mom and pop-pop came over, which are Amanda's grandparents. I met them, they took to me pretty quickly as well because and I quote "They haven't seen Amanda smile so much since she's been like 4 or 5". I was really happy to get along with all her family, I feel really comfortable around them. I feel so accepted, they all want to keep helping us meet and be together offline. <33

So that night after the party and stuff, which we also had a cake for me we got a bad storm. I held onto Amanda and took care of lil bro, since he's scared of storms as well. After awhile and when mommy came home from taking Mike home me and Amanda went to lay down in Tyler's room where we've been sleeping. We ended up staying up till almost 7 talking, joking, tickling each other, cuddling, ect. So today we kissed A LOT, probably over 25. xD So we got everything packed up, I was already so depressed and sad. We went to the gas station, 'cause mommy, Amanda, and Tyler were taking us to a road than heading back. Amanda rode backseat with me in our rented car. Mommy said time to go, and I just broke down. We kissed and hugged real tight, I so did not want to let her go... and as soon as I got in the car I broke down. I cried for a half hour straight, if not longer. I never calmed down till mommy and them headed back and we were on our own and I talked to Amanda on the phone.

So yeah, another long boring car ride. Got home, right online to Amanda. x3 Been talking since. God I miss holding her and kissing her... But, I'm going back in about two-three weeks so just gotta survive till then. We're going on a date to the movies to see POTC:3 when I come back.

So yeah, amazing time. Can't stop listening to love songs now. <3 Hehe.

Well that's all, ja ne~

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Current Music: 98 Degrees - I Do (Cherish You)

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You read right, today I'm sickened. I'm sickened by how humanity has become and is becoming. Before I even start saying, let me show this.

• In the Northern Rockies… the federal government has put forth a proposal that could lead to the slaughter of hundreds of wolves in Idaho and Wyoming. Even Yellowstone wolves could be shot on site if they wander outside the park's boundaries!
  
  
• In Alaska… state officials continue to allow airborne gunners to kill hundreds of wolves. Easy targets against the snow, hundreds of wolves have been shot from above or chased to exhaustion and then killed by aerial gunners who land and execute them at point-blank range.
  
  
• In the Southwest… misinformation and anti-wolf sentiment runs high, with wolf recovery in Arizona and New Mexico limited to a defined area if the wolves set up territories elsewhere, they are captured and returned.

Is this really how inhuman this country has become? They will go and kill hundreds of innocent wolves for no reason whatsoever? I'm truely disgusted and sickened, and down right ashamed to even live in this country. Why, why can't wolves be caputured and moved somewhere else? I'd rather that than them just being killed. And airborne gunners chasing down and find wolves? What the hell? Why are we wasting air fuel to chase down innocent creatures? There's people suffering and we're worried about fucking wolves who are just trying to live their lives?

It's time like these the few dreams I've had of world domination WOULD come true somehow, I'd love to chase these sick people down myself and kill every last one of them. They could see how it feels to be hunted. It's no wonder why God would want to destroy this world and start over, if I had the power and saw this I think I'd want to as well.

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As the title says I had an exciting day.

Welll let's see where it starts off, I fell asleep accidently and wake up a few hours later. While I'm trying to sleep and about to my phone goes up with the loudest ring tone right in my ear. I get told by mum (who is on the phone) she needs to talk to Hope so I got yelled at by Hope because of it. << And I find out the van died, great. So than I try to fall back asleep only to hear a loud noise which is the toe truck bringing the van here so I watch than for a few minutes through my window until I was too tired and went back to sleep. Find out it's gonna cost 800 dollars to fix the van, lovely. And it'll take a few days so we had to rent a car, yay.

So now once again we're screwed for money, I still have no idea how they plan to work this out. All I know is my money better not be touch. Anyway, so bowling is that night. Well let's see... I bowled a 160, 200, and 145. Yeah, crappy last game but oh well. I've been doing a bad a lot latly, last week I had a good last game. So of course with doing bad the past few weeks I thought I sucked and wasn't gonna do what I want, be a professional bowler. So it was also postion round and we needed Hope's team to win all 4 and we had to win all 4 to take place, and we did. ^.~ So after we're done Hope's team was only at the start of their 3rd game, so rather than waiting I decided to grab a lane and get some practice in. Now FYI, the ball I use for spare shooting I gave to my friend Jeff 'cause he needs to drill a ball and copy the fingers.

Oh, I'll tell you about that. I wore a drug-free t-shirt last week and he said he liked my shirt. Well I thought he liked it, but later he came up and checked the size and said he'd trade me one of his used bowling balls for it. o_O So I was like okay. (And Jeff is an awesome baller so you know if he uses it than it's good).

Anyway back to what I was saying, so I gave him my spare shooting ball to copy the fingers off of it. And that's the ball I use to pick up the 7 pin, I can't with my two other balls. So pretty much all my first balls were pretty good, right into the pocket. Except.. I kept leaving the 7 pin, A LOT. And of course I had no ball that could get it so I had to use one of Walt's, which was fun. So I ended up bowling 5 games, which killed me and has my body aching now. I bowled a 198, 147, 148, 125, and 229. Yeah... the game I was in most pain was my highest, cool nay? My other games would have been better if I had my spare shooting ball, because I missed A LOT of easy spares. I really should get another spare shooting ball so I have two, but least I can use one of dad's now.

So yeah, that was my interesting day. Watched the Naruto 3rd movie, good. Oh yeah, Jeff is kinda scaring me... when I went to go pay for my games he called me over by the door and said don't worry about paying for the games because he took care of it. So I was like 'Ooookay..'. Honestly, it's scaring me. He's older than me, why would he trade me a plugged ball for a shirt and than pay for my bowling, I don't get it. o-o But meh, who am I to question that? It's only him who's losing out, not me.

Anyway, I'm gonna go watch Death Note and Fate/Stay Night. <3 Before that, make a roleplay post!

Ja ne~

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Current Music: Skillet - Savior.

Well this past weekend was good. Friday was my birthday, which was awesome as I mentioned in the previous post. <3 Saturday was so-so, my friend Mariah had a party and I was going to have something with Amber and Jack but we decided to make her party for both of us instead, which was better. I hung with Jack and Amber almost the whole day, as I usually do since they are my best friends and I love being with both of them. The day was kinda slow, and I was quiet a lot till about 7pm when we were in the RV hanging out. We had my favorite drink. <3 Strawberry Daiquiris. Too bad there was only two 4 packs. =( I had a whole one, and Sarah gave me the other half of her's. Than we had a whole bottle of vodka, so I had a little bit in a plastic cup mixed with sprite. After that I had a shot of just vodka, I love shots for some reason. n.n Though I got a buzz 'cause I was slightly dizzy just after the one and half Daiquiris and little vodka. @@ Dizzy is not fun, I almost walked into a wall. xD Sunday was eh, WWE ppv Backlash at least which was kinda good. Last Man Standing Match owned.

Today is just same as usual, which I don't complain. <3 I love my days. This weekend will be good, mum is off at night so we might do something for my birthday. Though I'm kinda hoping we can bowl at night... and do something sunday, I really wanna goto a party with Jack and Amber and the rest. There's suppose to be another bandshow that day but party comes before that.

So yep, that's all. Now for this~

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Current Music: Atreyu - The Crimson.

You scored as Narcissistic. Narcissistic personality disorder is characterized by self-centeredness. Like histrionic disorder, people with this disorder seek attention and praise. They exaggerate their achievements, expecting others to recongize them as being superior. They tend to be choosy about picking friends, since they believe that not just anyone is worthy of being their friend. Narcissists tend to make good first impressions, yet have difficulty maintaining long-lasting relationships. They are generally uninterested in the feelings of others and may take advantage of them. Narcissistic 80% Avoidant 75% Dependant 70% Schizoid 65% Schizotypal. 65% Obsessive-Compulsive 60% Paranoid 60% Borderline 60% Antisocial 55% Histronic 40% Personality Disorder Quiz created with QuizFarm.com

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Current Music: Atreyu - Demonology And Heartache

So yeah, yesterday was my birthday.

And like, it was pretty much perfect. No depression, no nothing

But I think what REALLY made it special was...

I got asked out on it! <3

How awesome is that. n.n Of course I said yes.

God, life is good~

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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!

Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Level | Score
Purgatory | Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo | Very Low
Level 2 | High
Level 3 | High
Level 4 | High
Level 5 | Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis | Very Low
Level 7 | Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge | Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus | Very High

Level descriptions: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-information.html
Take the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-test.mv

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